Day 76: A safe place

My mum and dad left early in the morning. I didn´t go to send them away since they left 6am and I just couldn´t drag myself out of bed to do that BUT I wish I had. I already miss them. You know, the funny thing is, that we have our issues, and sometimes I can be a bit sharp and mean to them, but this is us. I know I CAN be me with them. Sometimes I wish I wouldn´t say some things but they are my mum and dad. And I feel free being who I really am. They are my safe place. And I love them with all my heart. And I did my best. I couldn´t done any more. And I can´t regret some of the words I said. I can´t take that back. All I can I hope is that they enjoyed their time here. I sure did. And now there is a tiny hole in my heart. Coz I miss them. Ps! They are wonderful. I hope you know that! And for the first time ever my mum didn´t have to cook any meals, clean nothing (well, she tricked us to clean something enventually) and walk as much she wanted!!!! :) And now they are on their way home which is also good coz Ester needs them. Oh I bought her Barbie a boyfriend, Ken. Hope she likes it! ;) And ps! I am serious about coming to Estonia. If everything goes good I´ll be there already in the end of June, beginning of July!!!

I also wanted to share about something I made. Remember a few blogs back I wrote about Daddy´s Box?? Well, its finished and I´ve been using it ´about 2 weeks now. And it´s wonderful. I just take little papers, write down things that worry me, or things that Im thankful for, or answered prayers. And for one worry I already got an answer. Daddy hears me. Daddy hears you as well. I also made my mum one. If you want one, let me know and I will make it for you!! You dont have to pay, ok, but you are MOST welcome to!! Coz you know, I am used to make this stuff, cards and other art that I love... But I have realized something lately. Everyone who makes something, is worthy of aknowledgement. Your hands make something and you are worth of being paid to!!! So are my mum and dad. And I just pray that God would show them a work or a place where their work would be aknowledged. Sometimes its like Christians want everything free, they want workers but are not willing to pay. But this is not right!!!! If you need help, BE willing to pay! You pay when you buy food, right? Then why are you not willing to pay when you take workers in your church? Now thats my opinion, take it or leave it! :)

Whuuh, I thought that the reason I can´t really write blogs anymore was that mum and dad were here and I was busy. Coz here I am again, writing as ever! :)

I miss Estonia now more then before. I am coming soon ok? Sending you a huge hug and some more later! :) K

Day 75: The squirrel

Day 70: Excitment

(PS! My baby-sis recieved her wedding-dress, sometimes still can´t believe she is getting married, whoooh!!!) ;)
Well. I thought it´s time for a blog, I guess this is good sometimes to have little breaks coz then we actually have something to say again! :)

My mum and dad are here but you probably know that coz I have been screaming that all over Facebook! I am so happy to have them here, I know its just for a couple of days but Ill try and do my best by spoiling them. I went to pick them up y-day with Vicki and it was sweet seeing them again. And I can´t believe how much stuff they brought me, I mean a big suitcase with crazy amounts of food and stuff, lovelove love! My parents love their children more than anyone I know! Seriously, and Im so gonna spoil them. I´ll try to take them out to eat as much as possible and take long walks and talk about Daddy Papa and just have fellowship. And I have 3 days off in a row now and I can just enjoy my time with them! I love it! :) THANK YOU DAD!!! The sad thing ab it is that Ester couldn´t make it, she catched and ear-infection the last minute and is at home with G. She was so sad and started crying but then I promised to make a big surprise to her so I have a lot ot shopping to do now! :) Kids. Ooh and Im also thankful that the ash-clouds didn´t stop my parents!!!!

So I was working 4 days in a row, did a lot of room-changes and just worked in B&B! Actually I am kinda the only volunteer working these days coz N is in on a vacation somewhere far and warm with Simon and Rui Chi is doing accounts for a couple of weeks, so YAY! :) I mean Idont mind actually, its been ok so far! ;)

And I am so thankful that the weather went fine. It was beautiful y-day and now its early early in the morning and its already sunny and bright. So lets trust its gonna stay like that at least until Tueseday! ;)

Can´t wait to take tons of pics of my time with them and show them all to you! I mean its only 6:25am now so obviously I can´t do anything at this moment but today is gonna be a good and relaxing day!

Uh I feel like I have no big words to say today. Maybe its ok. Not every blog is suppose to be all smart and... I hope you´re doing good! I hope that God has brought you to a journey with Him! And that you can start to taste the freedom He and He only has for you! Do you know this scripture in Bible "For Freedom He has set us Free"!!!!! Take it, soak in it, medidate on it!!!! It is so true. I remember back in the hospital when I had to be there for 3 weeks in order to gain weight and stuff, the doctors told me that I will probably fight with anorexia for the rest of my life and I was like what the crapppp, and now I know that they are wrong. Coz for freedom my Papa has set me free! :)

I´ll end here. Have a beautiful day, have a victorious day!!! :)

K

Day 66: My heart

Me: "So whats going on?"
Papa: "A lot! I´m healing you and you´re on a journey."

Yes. A week full of miracles, a lot of tears, a lot of laughter, a lot of pain and a lot of joy just ended! We had a Father´s Heart Teaching week here and wow, I am out of words because so much happened! I mean I was part of the team but in a same time I was also a receiver! I served, cooked, baked, cleaned, cleaned a lot, washed dishes etc. And in a same time I could spend time with Daddy on some sessions! Listening to Vicky and Robert. Listening Susi doing worship and worshiping with her was just something amazing! Again! (((Oh and I have a secret you can´t tell anyone! We decided finally about the CD! Its gonna come out probably this autumn if things go good and are gonna work out which they will I AM SURE! Ooh but don´t tell anyone ok? ;) And I can´t say anything else about this just in case! :D haha just being me!)))
I think I gotta explain a lil what a FHS (Fathers Heart School) is. I have been to 6 so far and they are amazing. It´s a week full of teaching, receiving, healing, worship, soaking, love, hugs, crying, laughing... And it´s all about Daddy´s love for HIS kids! Its all about realizing you´re not an orphan and you´re a heir! A princess and a prince! You can def ask me more about this. But Vicky and Robert have been involved with that ministry for some years now and in their B&B they have weekly courses almost every month and if you wanna come which you prob. want (I KNOW you want!!) then let me know!!!!!! :)
And you wanna know what Dad did to me? I can´t say all what happened but a little to give you a taste of HIS big love for US! It was one of the sessions and a prayer-hug-healing time after that. I went for a prayer, I went to recieve and God just did smth amazing! I saw a picture of Him removing a black paper that had a word "dirty" on it and replacing it with a white clean paper that said "pure"! Do you get it? He wants to do this with you, for you! He loves you so big so much so great! He is YOUR dad! :) mmmmm. I mean I still struggle with so much stuff and crap and heck, sometimes I just wish I´d be healed and ready to be free! But it is a journey like I said in the beginning of this post! A journey where Papa holds my hand and I´m just a lil girl next to Him! Nothing more and nothing less! A princess Cherry from Estonia! I know I almost say this in every blog and post now BUT I can´t talk ab anything else! I mean this is my heart now, a bit bigger and a bit widder! And this is His heart, a LOT bigger and wider for us then we ever understand!
And don´t get me wrong ok? I still do mistakes, a lot. And I still hurt, a lot. And my life is not all flowers and beautiful sunsets. But to know that YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES and to know that Daddy is there with you, I mean it just helps. And to know that its ok to be weak coz HE IS STRONG.... bdnsdxkjc what else do I need? :)
LOVE & cherries,
K

Day 66: 360´s sissekanne!!!

A Princess

Day 64: Mockingbird

Why such a title. Dunno, couldn´t think of anything better, haha!
It is sunny outside. After 2-3 weeks of rain it feels wonderful and refreshing to wake up to sun! I think I already love today! Yesterday was hard on me... I was helping in B&B and suddenly felt Im just gonna fall if I won´t go to bed, so I used my friend´s room and just slept 1+2 hours... I am thankful for this time coz otherwise I wouldn´t have been able to continue. I think I am tired, I think I have worked quite hard and somehow my body is a bit tired. See, I told you for me doing physical work is something new. Yes yes, maybe 1-2 times a week I did a bit of this and that in Estonia as well, but not 5 days a week 8 hours each day. ;)
So here I am, in my heart I´m counting days now. Its 5 more til my parents and Ester are here. Y-day I had a fun Skype-talk with them and ayayayy she is a sweetheart, showed me her tooth that came away (yukyuk) but she is so amazing. She´ll be 6 this year and next year she has a school-road ahead, wow. WOW!!!
Now Im not sure this blog has any point, BUT I know that you haven´t left yet so continue with me...
I´m gonna make me something. I read this amazing book "Redeeming love" (Did I tell you I have read ab 10 books in 60 days, I am a book-a-holic) and I got an idea from there. I´m gonna make me a Daddy´box and if this is ready Im gonna show it to you and explain what it is! Ok? I think you want to have your own Daddy´box after that... :P
So oh oh, its 8:08 and I slept a bit poorly tonight but its ok I guess since I got to rest yesterday during day-time... Did I tell you I have almost paid all my Canada-tickets money back??? :D Yay, God is gracious and I am so thankful. I can´t believe Im actually going and she is actually getting married. Had such a good conversation with V the other day. About girly stuff and wedding and my dress and her dress and shoes etc. I mean I miss her, ok? She is still my lil sister even though she is gonna be 23 in September... She is still my little Vaarika!!! And doesn´t matter that she is taller than me and looks more grownup probably! :D I know I know, I am pretty too but she has this feminine side... VAARIKA if you are reading this know that I LOVE YOU! You are my baby! I know I treated you quite bad sometimes by trying to be your mum but I did it out of love and I felt you needed my protection! haha. Oh well, cannot change the past but we sure can live in the present and live differently in future!
Anyways she has this amazing dress for me, its gonna be just beautiful on me Im sure! I am a woman, what do you expect from me? Of course I am excited to have high heels and a pretty dress, we are aloud to have these feelings!!!!!!!! And if you think you are not aloud to think you are pretty then you are wrong... Remember? All beautiful YOU are my darling and there is no flaw in you! Keep that in mind next time! :) I am only telling this coz I know from my own story something very deep and hurtful. All my life I somehow believed this lie that I am not aloud to think Im pretty. It was written in my heart and I believed it. And suddenly realizing that God thinks Im beautiful made it turn around. I know now that I am amazing, I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Even though I sometimes still doubt that and won´t allow myself to believe it, then deep down I know it now! I dunno if you understood me, but here it is: PSALM 139 read it and memorize it!
Honeyhoneyhoney Im gonna go now. You are deeply and amazingly loved by someone far greater you know! And since my heart has grown then by me as well, heheh! ;)
K

Day 62: Mascara

As I faithfully promised to write if 15 comments have been written then here I am again. THANK YOU, wow, I know now I have a darn good reason to continue my blog! And be welcome to comment more on my last blog if you haven´t yet coz I say sometimes we do things and we dont even know why, now I know that people are actually interested in what I have to say!

But hey, why is this post named mascara? ;) Wink to this one. Let me explain this as I go on... See, we have a Father´s Heart Teaching Week going on right now in our B&B and to be honest I think its my 6th school I have been to. I love being a part of this wonderful team here. I am a part of something bigger then I actually understand probably! But hey, one has to do what one is called to do right? So there I am last night, sitting and listening to the preaching and later on some music while people are being prayed at and just listening what Dad is saying to me... And suddenly all over me comes this feeling of "white". And I just cry. And dad keeps talking to me. And mascara keeps dissapearing while tears wash over my face. Now see my point? I think mascara should be banned from FHS-s... Seriously, whats the point of putting make up on if its being washed away anyway??? I am not going into details what happened, its between me and dad and some things are way too personal to share in this blog even though I would love to. I can just say that Dad loves me and HE LOVES ME IN WHITE!!!!!!!! He has clothed each and everyone into white coz we are new to Him every day!!!! As longs as we keep close to Him He just keeps giving us white clean clothes every day.

So keep on going my friend. Yeah, we make mistakes. Yeah, we fall. Yeah, we get hurt and we hurt others. But you know, He has this white dress for you anyway! He keeps it for you coz He knows you need it! He knows how much you NEED His love! And there is nothing like HIS love! No boy´n´girl can give you this love. Uuuh believe me, been there tried that! And sometimes still looking for this wordly love! I mean yes yes yes, BEING IN LOVE with someone is wonderful but being HIS first is beyond words! Read this again ok? Now do not get offended! :)

My fam is here in a week next Tueseday! Mmmmum, I MISS YOU! And of course I miss the bread you´re gonna bring... ;)

Now, friend, do not forget me ok? I mean, I have been here a little over 2 months already and sometimes I fear that I will be forgotten by my Estonians. But do not forget me ok? I am not sure when I am able to visit you but you are in my little heart. I think it has grown bigger lately (hihih) but yes yes yes, I love you and miss you! :)

K

Day 60: A challenge

Now this is a challenge for you all!! I KNOW YOU are reading my blog coz you are here now right???? :) SO I have a tiny little mission to you! I want you to comment this post because I want to know WHY you are reading my blog!! Take this 3-4 minutes and write to me!! WHY are you here? What draws you back to these posts? I need a tiny bit of knowledge in that area. So please be so kind and do that! It doesnt take a piece of you believe me! ;) It just makes me happy and I know u wanna see me happy (A little manipulator am I sometimes, hehe)! :)
Love, cherrry-winyface-girl.
PS! Im not gonna write a new blog until I have at least 15 why´s ok? So its up to you now! ;)

The date - part II

So here I am again, the 2nd time today! WOW, I got quite a wonderful feedback from 4 people and I must say that I am amazed! Thank you thank you thank you! It shows me that ppl actually read my blog! :) AND that I actually have something to say...
Well, let me just continue a bit. Mhmhm. :) I am sorry if I hurted someone by calling guys jerks. I hope you know what I meant by that. I just wrote it coz I know so many girls and women whose husbands, boyfriends have hurted them. Maybe physically, maybe with words, doesn´t matter. And I find it hard sometimes to forgive. BUT I know that they are also human beings, and deeply and madly loved by GOD!!! And I do not want to insult anyone. So dont take it personally ok? :)
The 2nd thing was about woman not taking the lead. And men being the ones who should pursue a woman. I have seen SO many young girls running after men. I have done it in one way or another. And this is not nice. I am not talking about Cinderella here where her prince comes on a white horse and off they go. Not this kind of pursuing. I am a woman. And I love attention. I love little things. BUT that doesn´t mean that a guy should run off his shoes by trying to please me. Nope. If I love then I also love pursuing him (by showing my affections, with little things). See my point? It is a job for 2. 2in1 if I may say!!!! So dont get me wrong. A man should not do all the job! HAHA, and I am only 24 and giving advice like no other. ;)
And yes, I was engaged and I should be marrying in 3 weeks. But I am not. Sometimes it just won´t work. I am not saying that our feelings were over. No. Feelings got nothing to do with that. And I am not going into details why me and T are not getting married. It is not the time for that. BUT I still want to marry one day. I still want to have kids. And I STILL want to be pursued. Very much. I know my Mr.Darcy is not far. And He is looking for his Elizabeth! I know it. In my heart there is this place where God has been whispering this to me.
BUT being single is not a big problem to me. Why? Because I am still me. I am still someone by being single...
UUUH this text is getting rather long.
:) Just let me know if something bothers you with my sayings and heart. And I will try to answer you. Dont worry, we are all different and it is OK to have our own opinions! ;)
hugs, cherrybabe

Day 59: The date

Now how many of you remember your first real date? :) I do. Because I never really had boyfriends and all this nonsense (haha) until I was 19. And My first real date was when I was 21. Not so long ago... I must say it was something to remember! I was just falling in love with Latvia and then cabummshubumm! This tall handsome guy asked my out. ME??!!!?? I was shocked and nervous and didn´t understand why ME? From all the beautiful girls he chose me to ask out. So I had just bought a new dress which I still have and sometimes I wear it... Anyway he took me to a wonderful restaurant, we ate something delicious. Later on he ordered me a yummy dessert, a cake with ruspberries! And after dinner and a wonderful conversation he asked me to go for a walk over the lake where we fed the swans and just talked... I had these gorgeous golden shoes and he had a black suit and we were just beautiful! :) Something to remember huh?
Well let me tell you this, if you are a woman and reading this, IT IS OK TO DREAM!! Don´t give up coz some weird jerks have hurted you or someone has been bad to you. And don´t give up coz you are 18 and thinking, I haven´t had any date yet. MINE WAS when I was 21!!!! Get that? Don´t you dare think you are not worthy to be looked at! Coz you are! I thought I was no one! But the truth is I have ALWAYS been someone. With a boy and without a boy!
And if you are a man and reading this, then hey??? What´s it takes to be a gentleman? N0w get my words, YOU ARE a prince! Coz you are and dont you dare say otherwise!!!!!! And whats it takes to ask a princess out? I mean stop if you are 15 and thinking that dating is fun and shalallala! But if you are a man and thinking that you are so lonely and blablabla... then start being a man and just do smth about this! I mean sometimes yes, we need to wait... BUT NOT OUR WHOLE LIVES!!! God might not give you a burning bush that says the name of the girl you are gonna marry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He may but also may not!!!
And women??? Sometimes we are way freaking modest thinking that we should just sit in our homes and God just send a man under our windows!!! Nope. I mean dont just wait around and knit in your own corner. Go to places, see people... Well. I hope you dont get me wrong here. It is still a man´s job and opportunity to pursue a woman...! :)
I love this blog already. I think I am right in saying these thing. And hope you got the idea! And believe me there is no such a thing as: I am so old and I will never find anyone!!! COZ THIS IS NOT THE TRUTH here! OOOh and you young people, don´t think that I am 15 and I HAVE to have someone or I´ll die!! Enjoy your single time. It is a good time. NOT a bad one!
:) Hugs from your cherrygirl

Day 56: Prayer

Its been a good day... Slept longer and then cleaned here a bit, had good lunch and did some food shopping. Also jumped into the charity shop and bought new jeans since my old ones broke. Haha, well, the zipper broke so Ive been wearing a bit longer shirts with them. I love our charity shop, I have bought a dress, a bag, jeans, 2 books and trousers and all together 15 pounds or so... Easy shopping whuh? :) Love going to a shop where no item is the same and everything is cheap and the money I give them blesses others! And I feel like someone in Bala is exactly my size and takes stuff there that I love! ;)

But back to my main point of writing this blog. There is this little fellow, Samuel, who was born on Sunday and has been fighting for his life in Tartu. I really care for him somehow in my heart. I have known the mum of this babyboy for many years now and I think she is wonderful. So is her whole family! But yes, so we have been praying many times for this baby boy with Nathalie here and suddenly it struck me, like a light or something it hit me. I dont want to pray if I dont believe what Im praying. I dont want to say empty words without any meaning. And for the first time maybe ever I prayed and I meant every word I said. Every word we prayed over Samuel I meant. I believe he is gonna be healed. And I believe there is gonna be a miracle. I know Daddy will heal him. Coz Daddy is a doctor. A very good doctor. And my Daddy listens me. He hears every word and cry from my heart! Yes He does! And no stupid lies from the devil will take that away from me... So pray like you mean it. Pray and believe what you pray! No empty words will do!!!! Ok? :)

Its been 56 days in Bala. Wow. Already? My mum and dad´n´Ester are coming in 12 days to visit me. Juhhheeei! I love it. I get to see the best parents in the whole world and the sweetest lil sister. I am excited. And just in a few days we are gonna have a Father´s Heart School in Bala B&B! I get to see Taina... and Susi... and some more wonderful ppl. Its gonna be killer 2 weeks ahead! :)

The weather has been crazy. But who wants to hear anything about the weather right? Ill stop here... bye sweethearts. Love u!
Kirsi

Day 53: EMME

Day 51: Purple

Purple - royalty and nobility!
So yesterday on my day off I did a little bit of shopping in Bala. Let me say this - shopping here takes 30 minutes max! And on a good day maybe 31 minutes! ;) But somehow I found myself in a charity shop and was just looking around when they took out some new stuff. And I saw it. A dress, a purple dress! And I knew Im gonna have it. The lady handed it to me and I didnt even try it on. Coz I new I will love it anyway. So I treated myself first time in 2 months. I love it. And its purple. I think you already know my favourite color. I think I was 15 when I started to wear more purple... And now half of my closet is filled with purple and other half with stripes! :D Anyway, somehow in purple I feel beautiful. I feel royal. And noble. And these 2 words have always been the characteristics of purple. So here it is! ;)
Yesterday we had such a wonderful time together with V+R. Since we had a day off they invited us over for dinner. Wow. SO MUCH PIZZA. yumm. YUMMM! But here is the thing. When I was a teenager I was able to eat a HUGE pizza alone. Now I was full with 2 pieces. 2 freaking pieces and I was full??????????? Whats with that? Well there was also a huge amount of salads but still. Maybe its all in my head. Maybe I just can´t eat more. Maybe it has still smth to do with what I went through some years ago... maybe its just one way to keep my figure. In my head at least. So here I am, its 7.35 am and Im about to have breakfast. I am a bit of freak but what can you do. At least I am a good freak! :D
Dear ones, enjoy your weekend ok? :)

Day 50: ...

I think it´s time for a blog. I haven´t written a while coz I have been tired as... well, I dont know what. But I´ve been tired, very tired. tirrrred. Its been a lot of work in B&B and when I get home I just want to sit down or lay down and sleep. My legs are on fire from all the working and walking Im doing every day. Let me describe you my yesterday, maybe you´ll understand (and this wasn´t as hard as usually even).
Went to work by 10am. Walked 30 minutes (like every morning) very fast coz we were a bit late with Nathalie. Cleaned after breakfast, washed tons of dishes. Hoovered breakfast room. Deep-cleaned 2 rooms (hoovered, changed bedding etc.), refreshed 3 rooms and helped Nathalie with 1 room (we have all together 7 rooms). Then baked 2 cakes. Somewhere in the middle had lunch. Then continued cleaning. Ooh of course towels, folding and stuff. Had a firedrill or smth like that.
Ooh memory, please dont get lost here... I can´t remember. Anyway it went on and on. And at 6pm started walking back home. So see, my legs are a bit tired. Yes! :)
One thing you have to understand. I am not used to physical work. Yes, I have done some work like that before, once a week went to deep-clean a house in Tartu. And 3 times a week cleaned 7 hours all together in a Bibleschool in Denmark. BUT this is different, 40 hours a week. So I hope you understand me.
Btw, I have had a long birthday this time. I recieved 7 or so letters+gifts+cards yesterday via post. I was so surprised and felt love all over. I love you my dear angels from Estonia. You are in my heart and you are my sweeties. I miss you. Wow, and that you even did all this for me! Just to make me happy... :)
Alright. Im gonna enjoy a little breakfast now and then start reading a book or go back to bed since its way too early in the morning to do anything. :)
Kirsu

Day 46: A lil glympse

My day was wonderful. Im gonna give you a little glympse into my day! You have to come with me on this journey coz then you see what I mean! :) (Not to mention Friday night with my flat-mates which was just wonderful, a lot of potatosalad, cake, karaoke, FUN, laughing...)
Saturday:
5.am - My eyes are wide open coz all the sleep is gone. So I toss around my bed and finally get up at 6.am coz whats the point of sleeping if you´re not sleeping! Make myself a cup of tea and take my book (Redeeming love by Francine Rivers, ps! you HAVE to read it!!!) and sit on the launch. Suddenly I notice this amazing view outside and take a couple of photos...
7.00.am - Nathalie comes down the stairs and half an hour later we both sit at the breakfast table eating cookie-cake I made the other day and just having a good conversation.
9.45.am - N has gone to work and me´n´Rui Chi take off to go to Bala. We get there and everybody are so happy for me! A lot of hugs, kisses, some gifts.
10.30.am - It´s time to go. We (me, Paul+Rosie-my mum and dad here) take off to go to the beach and ice cream. So we start driving. And an 1,5 hours later we´re there. The beach is wonderful. Big, sandy, quite windy (ok, very very windy), white, blue, rocky. Perfect! :) I am enjoying myself taking tons of pictures and just having my bare feet in the sea!
1.pm - Lunch time. We find this sweet little cafe on the shore and just sit there eating and having fun!
2.pm - We´re someplace unknown. I have no idea where we are but it is beautiful. River, huge mountains, the view is just spectacular! :) After walking around a bit we go to this place where they serve 30 diff kinds of ice cream. (I must admit I was a bit dissapointed with that place but oh well not everything has to be p-erfect right?).
4.30.pm - Back in Bala, B&B! We walk in and everything seems to be alright. I know something is going on by the looks of their faces! I am right as always (HAHAHAHAH). Suddenly everybody is invited to R+V´s kitchen. A surprise! :) Lovely table laid with tons of cake and stuff. I can´t eat a lot but I am doing my best! (And the cakes were amazing)!!!!
7.pm - I am back here, sitting behind my desk looking through b-day wishes! Amazing writings on my FB wall, letters, sms-s... I cry and I am just thankful. Reading through all these good words make my heart jump and race at the same time. Beautiful words. Beautiful people all around me loving me so much! I AM LOVED. And I am a beloved daughter for sure! I know it! And a princess indeed! :) After that I have a bit of time with my book again!
9.pm - Rui Chi prayes over me and I just cry. A lot. I won´t say why this time!
11.pm - Bed!

MY DAY WAS FULL OF WONDERS, SURPRISES, BLESSINGS, ENCOURAGING WORDS. My day was full of YOU, my friend! I love you and I can´t be more thankful! :)
Kirsi