sometimes

Sometimes I just want to delete all the negative posts that I have written here but then a thought came to me today... I mean all this negativity is also a part of my life. I mean there are days when everything just seems sad, bad, depressive... and it is also a part of me. I cant delete that part of my life. I can definitely change the mood and decide to go on without these feelings but I cant delete that moments-feeling. So here I am, not deleting.

Today. Uuuh beibi, I just took a shower after 2,5 days. Wow. Goooood to be home but kinda lonely here. I need to rest a bit. Make some good food and just be.

byebye