Christmas

So its December yet again. In 3 weeks from today Ill be in Canada; let the countdown begin. The knowledge I get to spend Christmas with her and her hubby after SUCH a long time makes me smile. Smile big. She is, they are are part of my family. A big part of my heart and I love them more than my Christmas-calendar f.e. :) But seriously... I cant even remember the last time we were together on a Christmas-day. So this year is gonna be special. Very special.
Ive opened 4 windows on my Christmas-calendar. And today was the first time I got candy that I like. Happy me... Anyway its gorgeous outside and not so cold. I have a seminar today about autism and Im actually looking forward to hearing about that disability. Im working with a kid who has needs and every piece of information helps. Even though I know in my heart that the biggest help is my Dad in Heaven. I can carry the message of LOVE with me every day through my smiles, hugs, touch. Even though sometimes (ok who am I kidding, most of the times) its hard as rock. But the thing is no matter how bad the behavior Father still loves them, Father still wants to embrace each and every person. Including me.
Im actually having another weird week. I have no job, H is sick so Im just doing my thing. Excited about Friday, first time going to lead worship in Tallinn, never done that before so thats something new and something that makes me happy. I can carry the message of love and the heart of worship. :) And Ill have the most interesting team with me this time so...
AAh and what a surprise we had on Sunday when we came back from Võru. MARIA was here with Benjamin... They are so much fun to have around. And it was a pleasure and joy to meet him. What a wonderful man for her. Im happy! :)
Labi, snow snow snow snow!