Say a little...

...prayer?
Really? We say we pray for each other. Someone says she is sick and we´ll be all like, hey I´ll pray for you when I get home. Or someone posts a status about his dog and asks a little prayer and we´ll write that the dog is in our prayers...
But is it really? Do we really go home and pray or while we read status about someone´s sickness do we really take the time to pray? I mean I almost never do. I just say it to make the person feel better. And actually now I don't even say things just because I know that I probably wont pray.
AND its not ok. Dont say things you don't intend to you. Maybe you mean it with good intentions but seriously, how often to you sit behind your computer praying? Why don't you instead pray for the person straight away who has a sick stomach or headache? Why don't I DO that?

And actually. Little prayers. We have the privilege to be in contact with God all the time and we almost never use it. I went to work yesterday and just before I stepped out of the room I was like, GOD I NEED YOU NOW. I mean I cant really do it alone anymore. Tired of trying and why the heck should I? I do need Him. I do I do I do. Admit it or don't but on your own I mean its just effortless trying.

I think instead of sleeping my head goes on thinking all night long or smth like that. :D Tonight I saw a dream. Me in a white dress getting married. Not telling the name of the person who was in that dream but I woke up stirred. Something in me realized I have stopped dreaming about marriage, about wedding, about my husband. It was like heck, what happened somewhere along the way? Its as if I wasnt allowing myself to dream anymore. Im thankful for that wake-up dream...
But ohohoh its time. to go to work. I didnt want to confront you early in the morning. Just myself. ;) Hugs. And have a BEAUTIFUL Day! :)