And my sleepless in Türi-Alliku continues. Im still sleeping like a baby which means Im not sleeping well or very little... So much is happening around me its like my head is spinning and not stopping.
Yesterday Liisi & Daniel created my Facebook "fan"page and today it has over 200 likes and the song online over 2000. I mean its crazy for me! Im not someone who is "hey, look at me and look at what I CAN DO!". Im not used to attention in that level. And Im not used to criticism. Im not used to friends looking down on me and not sharing my happiness. And neither Im not used to being publicly seen to everyone. Haha well, yes I have had my Youtube page for a few years now and also my Blog. But this - this is different. Today one Estonian Radio is broadcasting an interview with me LIVE and the song after that. Many pages are sharing this song already and I feel like my part actually in it was so tiny. Liisi did most of the job and also Daniel. Im singing the song they produced. And so much attention is on me?
And God. I mean God is actually the One that Song talks about. Its about Hope, about Not Giving Up, about God in so many levels...
So everybody, please - lets stop for a moment. This page there is not just for me. Its for "Mida tunneb süda?", its for Liisi and Daniel, its for everyone who need hope and love.
And Im actually tired of apologizing for something I love. I love music. I love singing. So judges-stop judging and haters-start loving! :) Im not out there for fame (though a part of me loves being loved, and dont you dare to tell you dont love being loved), but Im there coz I have a passion for singing, for worship.
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