Mixed up emotions are like a slap in your face.
Because at one point you can be so high up with all the good stuff that goes on around you and the next moment you find yourself crying your eyes out because your little dog is about to die.
So much good is happening around me, a lot of music stuff for example. Some projects which are wonderful and Im so thankful to be a part of these, then quite a few concerts I have been invited to sing at... Music makes me happy and smile big time. My heart rejoices when I get to let my voice out.
But then you just get the slap so loud it hurts. Morri is blind now, he cant walk properly and this diabetes is just eating him alive so we have decided as a family one of the hardest things ever. Im not gonna say no more BUT it breaks my heart.
So its as if good and bad they just walk together without even intending to. And its good and its bad.