scary

Scary. The dreams I have. They are big. And they are not in my hands. In a way they are but when I start thinking about my dreams its like, whoah, will any of it ever happen or do I have to wait forever and when forever ends what then? The way I think is not good. To be negative is not good. Well. Today is a new day. I woke up at 8 am to take my dog out and whoah when the breath of fresh and cold air hit me in the face I was like, it really is a new day. With new opportunities and activities. With hopes and dreams. And to actually go after them is a new thing for me... Im gonna go for my dreams. This time Im not giving up. Im gonna do it. Even if Im scared and they seem too big.
I am not someone who gives up. I just needed to be reminded of that. ;)