Friday

I feel as though I havent written here for ages even though its only been like a week. But I tell you this week has been one heck of a one. It was my first full 5-working-days-week. And Im so done now. I mean, I gotta go to work today, but tomm Im off and Im gonna try to sleep in a morning. I actually did a little trick y-day with Ester. I mean she has been sleeping snuggled up next to me all through this week and its tiring coz Im half-sleep-half-wake... So I put a mattress on the floor and she slept on a bed and I actually got to sleep. Not a whole lot, but 7 hours in a row is quite alright!

Anyway, my work is def challenging. With kids for 4-5 hours each morning and then Ester the rest of the day. My new nick-name in her school is "young mommy" which is kind of weird coz I do feel like one. I wash her, clothe her, make food for her, read night-time stories, study with her, drive her to school and back from school. A full time mum! :)
And my work, well, Im kind of like a helper to one kid in our local kindergarten. He is adorable and yesterday I even got my first hug from him, but he is someone who needs attention all the time. I dont want to talk too much about him coz my blog is public. :) Anyway I have started to love all the kids there and their little differences and similarities. Its a good starting point for me def!

My personal life is odauschfxvb hgirrfsbnölibl... ;) Im not doing bad, but Im being stretched and molded. Im doing things that I never thought possible (kids f.e.) and its def molding me to be more patient, more creative etc. Things are changing. From Someone who couldnt even be with kids for a longer time to someone who is with kids 24x7 is a BIG change.
But yes, that is my everyday life now for a while. I have accepted this and every bit of it has been my own decision coz you know sometimes we just gotta step out and see where the water carries us! The only sad thing about it all is that I find it so hard to pick up my guitar lately. Its as if everything else takes so much from me that all I can do is come home, do the things with E and go to sleep. Meeen, not ready for my own kids yet! :D

So tomorrow going on a little road-trip with a few friends. Gonna lead worship in Võru on Sunday, but we´ll start our journey tomorrow morning just to get away. :) I need this going. To be with people, with friends. And Im gonna drive my car the whole way, wheeeeee! This is gonna be interesting.
Anyway. I know I havent asked this almost never, but I need a few prayers. Im tired. And Im a little bit in a hole. I cant be up all the time, but a little would be nice! ;) I miss so many people it hurts most of the time. But as for now sending my love to you. Take care and see you soon! :)