Im loosing myself here. Seriously. I need a job. I need to do something that makes me happy. I know there is no way Im going to find a job at a time like this, but starting January Im hoping for something new in my life. Im so wanting to go to Tartu already to my friends and Timo. And Im going crazy because of that.
Im going to buy some stuff tomorrow so I could at least make some handycraft and be happy with this. I have 3 free days this week left and I need to do something with these days coz today I am just... Oeh no words needed.
And of course The Wedding. I mean I hope I wont be this panicking bride who wants everything to be P.erfect. Yes. I hope it works out without me going crazy even though it feels like I am already. Watchin pics every day online... And having thousands of ideas but not really knowing what will work, what not. I seriously wish I could go to Tallinn or Tartu with some friends and go through all the wedding shops and find a dress that would fit perfectly so at least this one HUGE thing would be done.
Jup. Thats me at the moment. A big mess that wants to get out. I love home and everything but seriously, it feels like cage at some point.
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