WHOAH!

Whoah! Thats a long time. Last time I wrote here was 2014, March and its 2015, January, right about NOW! Its not that I ever wanted to close my blog. Its not that I havent wanted to write.
But I just havent. I have been through some heavy rains and winds and hurts (and also fun and laughter and joy) this last year and sometimes writing takes a toll. It is like opening a wound for everybody to see.
But Im here. Right now. This moment. Its 23:31pm, 3rd of January, 2015, as Im writing again. I guess my blog will never be the same again. It will never have that Kirsika.spark, but it will always be me. The girl, who actually has so much to say, so much on her mind and heart. Maybe a little fearful of what others think, maybe a little insecure but with a crazy big heart and even crazier laughter... Yep, I still sometimes laugh like a little horsey! I bet u would agree with me!
So. I still live in Pärnu. Ok, lets take that "still" away because I actually want to live here. I work in Jenny Kruse charity store as for the moment, and go to Life Centre /my church, I try to do as much singing/music on my free time as possible - this is my place of rest - that MY THING. Always been and always will be... Writing lyrics, songs, words, thoughts mostly on my phone these days so basically I do still write. Its not like I JUST stopped! ;)
Okey, I will keep this one short. Just because I want to.
Live, breathe, drink good coffee and laugh a lot, really - laugh!!!!