Day 186: It is early.

It is very early. Like usual. And Im up. Like usual. Well, today I am suppose to be up, workwork.
Let me tell you a bit about my people here:
I love my people at work. They pick me up whenever they can. They bring me home when a car is available. They feed me when I have no food. They pray for me and with me. They love me when no other love is around. They love me when there is plenty of love. They talk and walk with me. They take me out to a cafe when Im in a mood of celebrating. They say they love me. I believe them. They laugh with me and at me. Well, you have to admit, I am quite funny from time to time. ;) And they are just unconditional with me. I mess up and it is not a problem.

And I know, I wish I had more people here. And its all good. And I wish I´d meet my man already. But its alright. Coz Ive got them. Them are not a lot. But them are wonderful.
:)

And I just wanted to share my page on YOUTUBE again incase u havent heard these 2 songs. I promise, in December you can wait for more to come:
http://www.youtube.com/user/kirsika21?feature=mhee
Love, Kirsi
Ps! Have a great day. And if you feel there is nothing great about it, think about the people who love you. And if you think you have no people who love you, then think again! ;)

B

To be blessed is good, but to be a blessing is amazing!
Well, I realized something yesterday. I was blessed with some money and yes, I felt good and everything... BUT then in the evening I had a chance to give away a bag full of clothes and I felt amazing. So where´s the catch? You know, when you bless someone, it can just change your perspective from me-me-me to you-you-you. There are friends around you who are in need, people around you who have 1% of what you have. I mean, cmn, I have a closet full of clothes that I can share with others. Maybe I am not the richest person in the world, but I sure am more blessed then I can imagine...
Thank u God for remainding me this!

How...

...God blesses!

Went to Finland last week on Friday and came back this Wednesday. It was a great time (of course every trip has its bad moments and so did mine) and I had a lot of things happening to me.
Since I was babysitting Ester just before the trip for 2 weeks I got a little money from my parents. Ab 100 Euros. So I did buy a new winterjacket and some little stuff for me and Timo. And so the 100 Euros was gone by the end of the trip. But not really. Here is the thing. I still have that 100 Euros now. U ask me how? I will tell you.

2 people, both of them, decided to bless me with 50 Euros... And so in the end it feels like no money was spent but somehow I have new clothes in my closet... How? God provides.

I put this 100 E into my wedding envelope. I love my wedd envelope. It has about 250 Euros already and all of it has been a blessing from friends... I love how God provides.

God blesses also in other ways. Through encouraging words ("You have a beautiful voice, you have a blessed voice, a strong voice")... through beautiful and long hugs (people crying on your sholder because they feel the love of God through you)... Through gifts (recieved some good gifts during the trip) and through His word and worship.

I am a blessed woman. Im getting married. I have a home now. Even though I still dont have a job Im blessed. Blessed to be where I am. I do believe that coz when the storms come I have something to hang on to!

My wedding planning is sometimes driving me crazy. I love it and I dont love it sometimes. I love the detail stuff, finding things, I hate the money side... I guess every bride and groom have gone through the same hate/love relationship.

Its a bit strange to plan a wedding at a same time with your sister, but good also. You can share thoughts and ideas and... I love Vaarika. I LOVE that both of us are gonna get married in the coming year. Wow, its gonna be KIRSIKA PAPPE and VAARIKA MACDONALD then. :D How weird? :)

Alright.